They say things get better with time, well how long do we wait? I'm fucking blindly being lead, through a shepherds gate. Just to wait and die, is this all there is? I'm fucking sick, I don't have to deal with this shit. I won't sit and rot, I've made up my mind. I guess time will tell, if things will be alright. I'm so sick of it. No more. x4 They say I'll be fine, fuck I don't really mind. I guess it just takes time. x2 I'll be fine. Fuck. I try and try, only to find myself further behind. Forget the poor, feed the wealth, fuck the ones who need the help. Fuck the ones who need the help x2

It's been a long hard road But I believe I paid the fucking toll And I don't need nobody on my back, I got a big enough load. I can't carry the world, I cant budge these boulders. I can't carry you There's enough weight on these shoulders. I can't be your staircase, I won't be your stepping stone, I can't be your staircase Get your weight off of me Leave me the fuck alone. I will not be your Fucking joke anymore. You will not walk over me. Your demise we will see. You wanna see me grieve, You wanna come over me? Good fucking luck that you'll never get the chance to see. You've had your time And I've been burned to the core. You laid all your fucking burdens on me You wanna see me down on the floor SUCKA You wanna leave me down on the floor, Your burdens aren't mind anymore. I can't carry the wight You've gone and sealed your own fucking fate. You wanna see me six deep in the ground, You wanna act like I'm not even around. The fucking joke is all over you, Get your weight off of me Your days are fucking through. I am not your fucking mule anymore, You don't walk over me. Your demise it will be. I know over time I will see your demise and I'll be fine. I opened up my eyes and had to decide just what is right. Rejected, rejected you are Rejected, rejected It's been a long hard road But I believe I paid the fucking toll And I don't need nobody on my back, I got a big enough load. I can't carry the world, I can't budge these boulders, I can't carry you, There's enough weight on these shoulders. I can't be your staircase, I can't be your stepping stone, I can't be your staircase Get your weight off me, Leave me the fuck alone. I can't be your staircase, I can't be your stepping stone, I can't be your staircase Get your weight off me Leave me the fuck alone.

"They feed you a pile of shit, just to watch you eat it. Put a bruised up system in your fucking face, just to try and watch you beat it. Fingers worked to bone, worked into sweat, a fake sense of accomplishment. They don't wanna see us fail, but I think it's just the fucking opposite. They wanna see us die, they wanna see us all fucking die, and they wonder why we're all out of our fucking minds. It's worth a try, just to find some goddamn piece of mind. We're running out of time, either be the best or get back in line. They say we all play a role, I just don't believe them. There's a big eye on us all, just to watch us fail. ah. Make or break, do or die. Make our break, I try and try. Can I catch a break? I'll never catch a fucking break. I will not let their idle hands decide my fucking fate. The stage is fucking faked, they don't wanna see success. Population maximum, no more room for us. They feed you a pile of shit, just to watch you eat it. Put a bruised up system in your fucking face, just to try and watch you beat it. Fingers worked to bone, worked into sweat. Fake sense of accomplishment. They don't wanna see us fail, but I think it's just the fucking opposite. A mountain of lies, it's that thought that kills me. A mountain of lies, I'll never catch a fucking break. A mountain of lies, it's that thought that kills me. I didn't make the cut, all I, had, just wasn't enough. I tried to fight my way out of the belly of the beast, but I'm still stuck in these ruts, huh. They feed you a pile of shit, just to watch you eat it. Put a bruised up system in your fucking face, just to try and watch you beat it. HA (ha ha ha ha ha)"

I have turned my back on you Before I could walk away. Your knife, it entered my back. This wound, it bleeds every day. Goddamn I tried all I fucking could. It did not do any good, It seems I've been misunderstood. We've got a fucking problem. Do you realize I have seen through your lies? Your eyes are a tell tale sign. You hide behind false confidence and foolish pride. [Derick] Every day I still feel that knife That you shoved deep in my spine. You won't change any of this with your words Unless you think I'm out of my fucking mind. Recreant x2 Every day I still feel that knife That you shoved deep in my spine. You won't change any of this with your words, unless you think I'm out of my fucking mind Recreant